Tuesday, September 18, 2007

Hahaha i am kinda back to my hyper self now. Currently waiting to go to school to take my chemistry spa skill A which, of course, i have not studied for. Hopefully i will fit some stuff into my brain before the actual exam. Urgh i have been feeling very gross recently, feeling rather sickly and attenuated. I should get more sleep bur....see promos + fasting is such a bad combi. I remembered fasting during school holidays was so much more fun. I could wake up as late as i wanted and like not need to mug at all. But....apparently i am not mugging now so....hmm.....like what darren said i have achieved zen-like state of mind with the impending doom of the promos coming. Apparently i dun really care much. I felt much the same during O levels. The only thing is that promos are SO SO much harder than O levels. During O levels i was so prepared but now.....hahahaha......i feel like this is the first time i am looking at my notes.hahaha! i can't wait for after promos to come. LOADS of fun stuff....mainly NSSN! NSSN! yayz! tae club will have to like make a skit....so that includes me! hahahaha...i get sporadic bursts of realisation that i am actually a tae member which is like the most coveted post in VJCSB (move over exco!). Hahahaha i can't wait to see the little juniors come for NSSN and hopefully they will be piccolo players so i dun have to play that demented instrument. I am kinda hoping some really pro piccolo player comes. I haven't heard any super pro piccolo player yet....other than the goddess of course....but i think the TKGS piccolo player is not bad(judging from what i heard of their syf recording). SO IF U ARE READING THIS TKGS PICCOLO PLAYER PLEASE COME FOR NSSN SO I DUN HAVE TO DIE PLAYING THE PICCOLO FOR STAR WARS! thank you!.......hahahaha i highly doubt anyone else other than my friends read my blog. so....nvm.....but any other piccolo players out there please come vjc band and meet the small/short/cute(hehehe!) flute sl and save his butt thank you! It will be such a fun experience!like playing the piccolo....and like....struggling to be perfectly in tune all the time....like ensuring you don't stick out.....and triple tonguing for star wars.....and besides the shoes of the ex-piccolo player aren't that big to fill....she is just the Goddess of the Piccolo.....only.....

Monday, September 17, 2007

I have not really blogged for a really long time cause i seriously can't be bothered. Sorry to my avid readers out there(i bet there are none). From the title of my post.......how ironic.......you can sorta figure that this will be a very emo post. It came to me with such a swift impact and gave me a rather rude awakening. Frankly, i seem like a really crazy crazy do stupid stuff kinda person but my main main principle is that i really value friendship (with people i like obviously). Of course sometimes my behaviour towards such people points to the contrary, but i seriously, enjoy the time spent with such people. But i think i am living in this highly romanticized world where i see the world in a myopic way. Often, i take for granted that what people show on the outside is really what they feel inside. Maybe i have low EQ or whatever.i began thinking what if all my friends simply paint this facade and put on this pretence and all i know about them is nothing. I spent 4 years or more knowing just the mere veneer that isn't a true projection of their own self and emotion. Seriously i have a giant fear of such superficiality! I hate having superficial friends. Maybe i am fearful of the fact i am wasting my life making superficial friends. But apparently, NOW, friends who i tot were really good buddies begin to seem like superficial friends. All along i have been under this dark unfathomably large cloud thinking that these people are my real good pals. While in actual fact they dun really view me as their real close friends or etc. It's kinda hard to swallow but i guess its just life.......people drift apart......people separate.....but it sure as hell is hard to swallow. Haiz....i shall listen to more emo music and continue indulging myself in emotional purging. so cathartic.......

Sunday, September 9, 2007

Wheeex! The first one is just some random shitz we took. I dunno why i was closing my eyes....hmmmm....thats eng hwee beside me, phy-phy!(ma brudder), XUANTEN(psychiatrist girl) and that extra guy is eric(all the way to the right). The got the UBER COOL TAE BOARD WOHOO! and lastly thats the whole band. Coolioz eh! BACK TO MUGGING

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